it really hurts me so much that one can move on after loving so much.
It hurt so much.
it's so amazing, i dont want to leave.
There's just too many reasons to stay instead of leaving.
It really make me sad that we have to turn away from this. I hate it.
I hate it that this is what, supposing, grown up do- healing.
No, grown ups are supposed to love. to be committed, baby.
I want to be your lady so much, you're the only one that call me lady..
You're the only one that sees who i am as who i am, mask-less.
You're the only only one i ever open up to, ever since i'm 14 where i lost hope in humanity.
You're the only one that i put so much effort in..
And because you're the only one in all these, i now have no one.
It really is crazy that i placed so much hope in you, in us, and actually, you taught me to.
It really is not too much, love dont have the definition of too much, it's just called commitment.
And because of the decision i made, to love you whole heartedly and place hope to our future, healing is a really really, hard process.
And maybe, i do wish you'll sing this and it applies to you. but thats being in fantasyland.
Let her go- Passenger.
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast (IT GOES SO FAST)
With a non existent heart,
g
p/s: i hope you'll be happy. i miss calling you my love .
