A lil extra week tp\o stay onto

My life kind of depends on the whole of this week.
I am going to sign up for my college on tuesday. Which is TODAY. Which college? What course? And all the what ifs question. It all seems confusing. My advice for those who are making a decision on college and stuff, do some research Yourself and listen a few advises. Trust me, You'll not want to listen to a whole load of people. The more you ask, the more confused you are. Just buy what they say in the internet like webpages. hehe What is life without risks? And for advise, please dont go to college counselors if can. They're not honest.

Thursday is where i get my high school final year's major exam result. And i am not too confident over my marks and will not assume flying colours.
Its Scary how i'm carrying a whole load of hopes of family and relatives and you know, the thing where you dont want to dissapoint people? Especially loved ones.

And there's so many stuff happening i feel like throwing it all away. Its like this big amoung of thing cover over you. And the cliche thing where you cant breath anymore. Iwant to breath the beautiful nice scented air of enjoyable life. Can I?

Life is sad if it doesnt go the way you wanted. And it just dont. So all we do is to hope and accepting. I love, yes i love eveything i have.
And i Thank you, God.
I love you

Lovee

As life goes on..

I think i am out of words.
Feeling this insecurity in me makes me doesnt want to do anything at all.
I'm a girl and i dont like shopping anymore. How could that be?
Having seen friends beginning a new chapter of their life after high school to this thing called COLLEGE.
I'm just not ready to begin this new chapter. Cant we just stay here for a little longer?
Remember the memories? Anyone? ouch.

On a lighter note, i like 'made me a supermodel' show(:
And, i'm waiting to get my hands on the next season of gossip girls! Anyone a fan of ashton kutcher? *winks*

Thats for now.
xoxo;)

New beginning

Hello.
As the description says, 'I like to think and dream. So i pen down the little thoughts of mine. Random but i'll stay genuine. Aiming the purpose of knowing to express myself.' Please dont judge me, thats the last thing i want.
I believe there's hopes and that dream comes true. I think a lot just so my thinking will be wise.
I'm insecure. But i know that my God is the WISEST. And He, is fair. I strongly believe that everything is fair and that everything happen for a reason. I thank God for eveything. And i pray, that you'll do the same.
May the Lord God bless you(:

I Thank You for this blog, i believe, its my new found hope and i hope you'll be looking forward to it. Please do so by comment it means a lot(: