My life kind of depends on the whole of this week.
I am going to sign up for my college on tuesday. Which is TODAY. Which college? What course? And all the what ifs question. It all seems confusing. My advice for those who are making a decision on college and stuff, do some research Yourself and listen a few advises. Trust me, You'll not want to listen to a whole load of people. The more you ask, the more confused you are. Just buy what they say in the internet like webpages. hehe What is life without risks? And for advise, please dont go to college counselors if can. They're not honest.
Thursday is where i get my high school final year's major exam result. And i am not too confident over my marks and will not assume flying colours.
Its Scary how i'm carrying a whole load of hopes of family and relatives and you know, the thing where you dont want to dissapoint people? Especially loved ones.
And there's so many stuff happening i feel like throwing it all away. Its like this big amoung of thing cover over you. And the cliche thing where you cant breath anymore. Iwant to breath the beautiful nice scented air of enjoyable life. Can I?
Life is sad if it doesnt go the way you wanted. And it just dont. So all we do is to hope and accepting. I love, yes i love eveything i have.
And i Thank you, God.
I love you
Lovee
